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Time together isn't ever quite enough. When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home. What will it take to make or break this hint of love? We need time, only time. When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of? If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone? So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love? All the time, all the time.


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I am the propaganda manager of Jacob. I think jacob looks like an err --'. how stupid, I work for an err --'. oh well. for that, I get steak and vodka anyway. Who thinks that Justin Bieber is a gay? And so does David Archuleta, huh?. They are the coolio. I am so proud to be : Asian - Indonesian, roleplayer, a student :D I think everything in this world is just a mystery I Love Dave Days's Songs. He is the awesomest guy in the world
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Senior High School :D, Sabtu, 24 Juli 2010

Hellooo my blog :D long time no talk with yaa :D How are you? Are you alright?
HAHAHAHA okay, it's insane :p

Sooo yeah, my blog, I've missed you a lot. I'm sorry, it has been a long time since I opened you, right? But now I'm back with a new story :)

Soo I'm now a senior high school student. I'm studying in Kolese Gonzaga or Gonzaga Senior High School. It's such an awesome school! I'm so proud to be one of the Gonzaga Comunity (GC). Well, the story before that was about Prom Night. Mater Dei #21's prom night was happened in Jogja, 14-17 June 2010. It was totally fantastic. We went to many places in Jogja. Like Borobudur temple, Ketep Pass, Keraton Yogyakarta, etc. We also saw Ramayana Ballet but it was rainy that day so we didn't really enjoy it. HOWEVER, we still could have fun with all of our friends. I really don't want that moment just passed away, leaving a sweet experience of my life that I would never forget forever in my life. But life must go on through its way, and my way does. So it was all happened. And the graduation party was closed with prom night at Hotel Sahid, Yogyakarta. It was the most amazing night that I've ever felt that time. I never felt a warm night, fun, interesting, and yeah so wonderful night like that. It was my first time and won't be my last time because I know I'll taste it again when I'm graduated already from Senior High school :) But at least, I've ever felt it, the prom night. I was so happy that night and I hope that night would never end, but I know it all should be ended and left us the sweet experience of our lifetime.

After that, we were separated in time and place (the students of #MD21). We were busy with our new school, senior high school. And so did I. I was so busy to prepare myself to get the MOS or Masa Orientasi Siswa in Kolese Gonzaga. And yeah, it was such a wonderful, meanwhile, a shock time for me. It was my frist time to get an orientation in high school with that way. Pressure. It was so different with other school. "The Senat" or OSIS in Kolese Gonzaga really prepared it all with the MOS committee. I really got the positive values from that MOS that I'll remember and do forever in my life. I think I'll really get who I really am in Gonzaga. The characters of every individual is created in Gonzaga. And along the MOS, 4 days, I've learnt so many things about Gonzaga and the positive values. And the important thing is Core Values : Competence, Conscience, and Compassion. That three things are the Gonzaga Comunities' way to be the real leader which could use his/her freedom in responsible way, and maaaaannyy moooreee. Along those three years I'll study in Gonzaga, I should do the positive values that have given to me and the others.

Cool, right? I won't ever regret to be the one of Gonzaga Comunity :D !!! Senior High School will be the best year of my life! Gonzaga! :D

AD MAIOREM DEI GLORIAM


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Eclipse Soundtrack 1 : Jacob's Theme Howard Shore, Rabu, 23 Juni 2010



I love this song so much <3


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Justin Bieber - Baby, Minggu, 07 Maret 2010

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, What are you saying
Said theres another, Look right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine,mine (oh oh)

For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, down, dooown
And I just cant believe my first love would be around.

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohhh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

Luda
When I was 13, I had my first love,
There was nobody that compared to my baby,
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me goin' crazy,
Oh I was starstruck,
She woke me up daily,
Don't need no Starbucks.
She made my heart pound,
And skip a beat when I see her in the street and,
At school on the playground,
But I really wanna see her on the weekend,
She know she got me gazin',
Cuz she was so amazin',
And now my heart is breakin',
But I just keep on sayin'...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

(I'm gone)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (6x)
(Now Im all gone, now im all gone, now im all gone)
Gone, gone, gone,(gone)
I'm gone.



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Am I still your family?, Jumat, 11 Desember 2009

Well it's just a story about my second family, APTX. I don't know how long I've been there with all of my besties in APTX. Yoshi-chan, Poppy-chan, Nekochii, Kaito, Lind, Abel, Marui, Deal, Toku, Sou, Sei, Saraki, Natsuki, Eli-san, Aka, Awal, Futa, Putri-chan, Nyra-chan, Vermy-chii, and many more. I love them so much! They just seems like my second family. They always hear me when I have a problem. They always cheer me up if the problem is a bad problem. And they always make many jokes to make APTX being THE BEST CONAN FORUM EVER. Maybe APTX is THE BEST FORUM EVER! I really love them. I think I can't live without them <3

But.. honestly, I feel like I lost them. I feel like I'm not their family anymore. We never talk again, we never say "hi" again, we never make many jokes again. Oh God, I missed them so much! They're all my life! They're already being a part of my life! I'm SERIOUS! TOTALLY SERIOUS DUDE! And you guys, if you're APTX's members, and already read this post, please talk to me again. I missed you so much. Please guys, I need you soo much. Love ya'll guys :)


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All about New Moon,

well as I said before that I really obsessed with NEW MOON, now I want to show you guys the trailer of NEW MOON. This is official trailer from Clever TV. Enjoy it guys!



OMG THIS IS TOTALLY AWESOME! New Moon parody by The Hillywood Show and I can't wait for it. well they're already made the Twilight one haha. check this out.



THIS IS MY FAVORITE NEW MOON SOUNDTRACK! THE MEADOW BY Alexandre Desplat



well the first part is wrong but it's still the meadow hahaha. enjoy it guys! <3


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Obsessed with NEW MOON,

OH MY GOD!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I COULD RESPONDED WITH A FILM UNTIL LIKE THIS
I LOVE NEW MOON! TOTALLY LOVE IT LOOOOOOVEEE ITTT SOOO MUCCH!

I don't know why but it's real. I wasn't really interest with Twilight for the first time I saw it. I mean with Edward Cullen, Bella Swan or Jacob Black. I'm not really disscussing them! Just a little bit I'm talking about them. BUT NEW MOON CHANGED IT! GOSH! If you don't believe it, you can ask MARIA HELGA! She's the witnesses of what I've talked! LOL! Seriously, after watched it I couldn't stop to talk about that! SERIOUSLY! ARRRRRRRRRGGHH! I'M TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH NEW MOON YOU KNOOOW!!! And for the first time I love one of the character! hahaha! Well all of them but I prefer to JACOB BLACK! AWWWWWW he's handsome! WELL IN FACT I CAN'T CHOOSE!! HAHAHAH! BOTH EDWARD OR JACOB ARE HANDSOME AND HOT! AAAAAAAAWW GOSSH! hahaha. But I think I'm still in Edward's side! GO VAMPIRE! GO WEREWOLF! LOL hahaha



NEW MOON BOOK AFTER FILM COVER




NEW MOON FILM COVER


LOVE IT SO MUCH! <3 <3 <3


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JUSTIN BIEBER AGAINNN!!, Rabu, 14 Oktober 2009

AWWWWWWW HIS SONGGG!!! ONE TIME MAKES ME DESPERATEE!!!!! GOSSHHH!!!

ONE TIME - JUSTIN BIEBER

Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye
Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye

Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)

One time, One time

When I met this girl my heart went knock, knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop, stop
And even though it's a struggle,
Love it all we got .
So we gon' keep, keep climbing to the mountain top (oh)
Your world is my world.
And my fight is your fight.
My breath is your breath
And you heard? You're my life

You're my one love.
My one heart.
My one life for sure, lemme tell you one time
Girl I love, girl I love you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy,
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

(Hey) you look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You by my side, it trouble them that trouble me
Many have called, but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawdy, I'll give it to you
Your world is my world.
And my fight is your fight.
My breath is your breath
And you heard? You're my life

You're my one love.
My one heart.
My one life for sure, lemme tell you one time
Girl I love, girl I love you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy,
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawdy right there,
She's got everything I need
And I'm a tell her one time (one time, one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
She makes me happy, I know where I'll be
Right by your side 'cause
She is the one for me

And girl, You're my one love.
My one heart.
My one life for sure, lemme tell you one time
Girl I love, girl I love you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy,
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Hey, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye
Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye

Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'm a tell you one time)

One time, One time


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